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I swear to god. I have my thesis meeting on Monday, okay? And for months I have had no damn creative output...and now of course I want to do all the things. I already recorded and posted one podfic last weekend when I should have been working. But now of course I have it in my head I've got to record When Push Comes to Chèvre not to mention something for the FTH person who didn't know I wasn't offering Sherlock and just...guh! This happens every year. Anything but work! I hate making powerpoints, I don't know what my research means and why oh why do I always do this so close to coming back from break?
Hi
I am here, yeah. Been feeling pretty stressed about all the pressure to be active in like 17 different places and so kinda frozen up a bit. No one person is telling me to be everywhere, so much as different people are telling me different things and I have no idea what's gonna work out so how do I choose?
And I know, ultimately posts like this don't actually grow the site into the thing I want it to be. I wish I had something creative to post...I've been feeling that way about pillowfort for months. But I've not been able to make things for ages and it's coming down on me hard right now. I want to grow things but I have nothing to contribute.
I know there are others out there probably feeling this way too, so just thought I'd say it, if it makes anyone feel better, maybe just me. Gonna put this exact thing on Pillowfort cause that's what I can manage.
